原来最不想要伤害我的人往往却是伤害我最深的人！一直以来我都在逞强，伪装自己，从来不会把自己不开心的一面表现出来，可是这种生活却让我好累。。总以为自己能够很坚强的去面对可是却自欺欺人，我根本就办不到！如果放手是我唯一解脱的方法，那我会选择放手，至少我还会有呼吸的空间。。时间会是我最好的良药，加油！

醋女王的日记

容易吃醋及爱吃醋当然是醋女王的习惯。原本这习惯已经改掉了，只是没想最近又回来啦。。。唉，真的好烦哦！最近醋女王做事情样样都不顺利，已经很不开心了，没想到又会多一样烦恼。醋女王承认她最近老在吃醋。。哈哈。。醋女王就是没办法控制自己不去吃醋。。醋女王唯一的解决方法就是保持沉默，有苦自己吞。没办法，她的她应该知道她的想法可是她却不避忌，她也无能为力。她绝对没有责怪她意思，只是她不高兴罢了。唉。。。她的他也不懂她的状况，真悲哀。还是继续与她像平常一样相处，搞得她每天都活在忐忑不安的日子。这也令她想起以前相似的日子。。不知道她的他们几时才会发现她的状况呢？她其实也不懂，只能继续保持沉默。。。

wonder..

i wonder why when i need help u r not the first one who i wish to seek help from..i wonder why i dare not to seek help from u..i choose to seek help from anyone around me but not u..although i wish u r the one who help me when i'm down or when i meet any difficulty..so complicated..however,one thing i can confirm is i wish to c u when i'm moody but it never comes true.haha..

sorry n thank you

Firstly,i would like to say sorry to all my classmates..sorry for making u guys worry about me..so sorry..
Secondly,i would like to say sorry to someone..sorry that i scolded u..sorry for being so rude to u..so sorry..
Thirdly,i would like to thank all of u..thank you for lending me a hand when i need help..thank you so much!!! i really appreciate that..
friends r very important in our life..i m so glad to have u all as my friends..love u all..hehe..

心里的痛谁来了解？？？

最痛的时刻又回来找我啦。。。可是这次可以算是比之前进步了，至少时间缩短了许多。可是我不知道自己可以撑到什么时候。表面装作坚定，可是内心却是脆弱的。真的在乎吗？？如果真的在乎心里的伤不会再次裂开，还变成更深了。思想要改变，讲的容易，却没办法做到，还是一样幼稚。心里的痛你永远不会懂。。对别人来说那其实很小事，可是我却觉得它已足以让我再次回到最痛的时刻。

为什么？？

为什么我就是没办法当自己心情的主人？？为什么我的情绪总是要被你牵着走？为什么我就是那么爱吃醋？？为什么我明明就是最了解事情的状况却还是要胡思乱想？为什么我应该要做的事情反而我却没有做？？为什我就是不能当做一切都没发生过？？为什么我就是这么没有安全感？？唉。。好烦。。。

锦衣卫 (14-blades)

juz now i went to gurney plaza wif shirley,elein n michelle for gathering..shirley came back from kampar for chinese new year celebration so we hang out together at gurney plaza.we ate our dinner at manilla palace.then we watched 14-blades..wow..it's really a nice movie!!wuchun is so handsome n so cool..haha..(this is a fact,haha)after finished our movie,we went to toilet as usual.haha..we took a lots of photo inside the toilet.haha..our ppl sure say this feel gals crazy d,toilet also can take picture.haha..after leaving gurney,we went to baskin robbin to buy ice-cream.haha..it's so tasty..hehe..actually we wanna go to haagen-dazz but it is too expensive n not worth then we only go to baskin robbin.haha..then we ate our ice-cream inside shirley's car..later on we go back to our home sweet home d..
[14-blades really is a nice movie,whoever likes wuchun or other actors inside the movie muz go to support this moviw oh..thx a lot!!!^^]